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Ciku Kimeria
Writer, Adventurer, Development Consultant, Travelblogger
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Wednesday, 02 August 2017

Decolonizing The Mind: Dropping One's Colonial Name To Use An African Name

“Kah-ri-ye!!” That is my earliest memory of hearing my English name spoken and it dates to the early 90s on the field at my primary school in Nairobi. Even then, that name felt like an older sibling’s hand-me-downs never quite fitting well.
Carrie.

That was my name, but I never quite knew how to pronounce it. It was there on all my official documents and on the tip of my tongue for whenever I was asked, “What is your Christian name?”

Thus begins my latest article for Quartz that explores the process by which Kenyan Christians came to find themselves with names such as Anne, Rose, Jeffrey, Lawrence and Carrie. The process of writing this article was cathartic in that it opened up old wounds that I did not really know I had until I found myself in the US and really questioning what it meant to be black, African, Kenyan. I questioned why it was considered "proper" to have European names in my country and the weight that these names came with. A sign that one was no longer primitive, no longer a heathen, but a Good Christian, a good custodian of the British empire's legacy in my country. 

Kenyan writer Ngũgĩ wa Thiong’o, who has written extensively about decolonizing African minds and language says, “Language, any language, has a dual character: it is both a means of communication and a carrier of culture.” By having the name Carrie, I wondered whose culture I was carrying on and which one I was letting go of.

I realized a name was more than just a name. It was a new identity that I was taking on, an association to a different culture while letting go of my own culture of the Kikuyu tribe, it's rich history, parts of which were carried in my name. 

The story of the origin of my name would be lost forever. They would never know of when Ngai (God) created the first Kikuyu man and woman—Agikuyu and Mumbi, placed them on the slopes of Mt. Kirinyaga and gave them nine lovely daughters—one of whom was known as Wanjiku (commonly shortened to Ciku.)

And with that I changed my name.

Decolonizing The Mind: Dropping One's Colonial Name To Use An African Name
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  1. Frederik Fischer
    Frederik Fischer · Created nearly 2 years ago ·

    What a wonderful story and what a beautiful name. Thanks for sharing.

    1. Ciku Kimeria
      Ciku Kimeria · Created nearly 2 years ago ·

      Thank you Frederik!